I get this feeling like Im marrying into the military that now no one from my home state wants to hang?!?!? Its like its not convient for them. Im still here I like to go out and do things too. It does get boring just sitting at home. I do get lonley often. I need for a friend. I need for someone to call or txt me and ask me to do some fun wild things to. Does no one want to hang out because Im getting married? Is this how this new life will work for me? Will I only have my military friends after I say "I do"? So many qouestions and no answers. This is how I am feeling right now and its like if I say this to my friends they will get mad at me for stating how I feel. I hate crying it gets old. I feel so left out. WTH is wrong with me?
Im told well when you move back to Tennessee then we can hang out and it will be convient for you. WTH Im in Indiana 20 minutes from you? How is this not convient now for you? I dont know maybe Im a cry baby but still I have feelings and this is how I am feeling now. I just want people to think about me right now and include me in cool things. Im only human what else can I say about that. Hell who knows.